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Thanks.

Spencer x

If there is anyone who reads this little blog, I'd appreciate your input with this...

Ok so here's the story, a while back I took a lot of chemicals and ended up in bed with my ex girlfriend (J). Now J and I had a very, very turbulent relationship at the best of times and I got my heart broken twice. Anyway so we were lying there and I started babbling on about Christ knows what for an hour or two. So yeah, after leaving, going home and passing out - I woke up with no recollection of the previous nights events until recently.

A girl with whom I was once quite close (N) is very good friends with J and apparently I've said a lot of damning stuff to J about what was going on between myself and N. I have no idea what I've said but I have been told that I said words to the effect of 'I never gave a fuck about her I was doing it to try and make you jealous.' Whether I said that or not, the statement is completely false. I did care a lot about N kinda still do I suppose.

Here's where I require input: I'm fairly certain that N hates me once again for something that I'm not entirely sure that I did, but what is my next move?
Do I:-
A) Apologise profusely to N and attempt to salvage some shred of what was left?
B) Leave it for a while and then attempt to build a bridge, thus maintaining some dignity?
C) Forget the whole thing and act like nothing has happened?
D) None of the above? (If you choose D please leave a suggestion as to what you think I should do)

I would like to stipulate that J and I did not have sex when I ended up in bed with her, absolutely nothing happened. Not even a kiss. Please give a reason regarding why you chose the option you did.

Thanks for the help in advance.

Spencer x