I have literally just stepped through baggage reclaim and am currently having a drink and a cigarette.
Despite not boring you with my itinerary dear readers, I shall tell you why I went away. I was no longer required by my friend Ben, whom I counselled through his bad time, so I took a trip to recover my soul and give my heart time to heal.
But alas I fear it has not worked. I find myself to be a little darker on the inside than I first thought. Whilst I was away I had a few misadventures. They showed me that the side of myself I had worked so hard to dispose of is still there. For me, that is a worrying development. I, as I'm sure many of you do, try not to have a hand in the destruction of others lives. Yet I feel that at times it is necessary.
Prior to my departure I discovered my nemesis but more on that in my next post.
I'm curious though, could any of you be a necessary evil?
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Spencer.sebastian.collins@gmail.com
Love,
Spencer X
